Fast Times at...

So at school yesterday a girl got upset about something and they ended up having to handcuff her because of all the drama. She didn't like that, so she ended up running away, with her handcuffs still on! As she ran out the school and passed the PE teacher, he asked her what she was doing. Her response? "I'm cool." Oh the stories I could tell!!!!!!

2 Weeks

I am officially done with full two weeks of Jillian Michael's 30 Day Shred. I have lost 5.5 pounds!!!! I'm not quite sure what day I have to measured for my bridesmaid dress, but I'm hoping inches are being lost as well as pounds. Otherwise, it will all be for nothing. Any accountability and/or encouragement is welcome.

Unsettled

Been feeling very unsettled for quite awhile now. Ever since I had Connor, life has been very different for me (as it should be), but there are some things that I know I need to get back on track with. I need to get back into some sort of accountability/Bible study relationship, but I've been praying for a couple of months and I just don't know who the right person is at this point. Do I need someone more spiritually mature than me to guide me, someone less spiritual that I can guide as well as grow since I would be a leader, or do I need someone on the same playing field so we can encourage each other and grow together?

I also feel God's pull at my life in general. We've had several awesome sermons over the last 4 weeks, as well as a fantastic new book we are studying in the PLG. Both of these have opened my eyes to changes I need to make in my life in order to grow closer to God, Joe, and Connor, but I haven't changed a single thing! I get so mad at myself, but when the time comes up to make a conscious decision to read my Bible, pray, clean the house, spend time with my family, etc, I choose to get on the computer or watch TV. My excuse - my job wears me out so much I just cannot muster the energy to do anything. When I do muster the energy, I pay for it the next day at work. I realize now why God created a day of rest as well as why he intended mom's to spend their time raising children. When I read about the Proverbs 31 woman, I have no idea how she does it all! God must give her a supernatural energy.

Lord, I pray that you would continue to draw my heart closer to you. I ask that you would help me to make good decisions and that I would have the kind of energy you know I need in order to serve both you and my family. I ask that you would heal Connor's body so he stops spitting up. Be with Joe's office and either restore his paychecks in a timely manner or open up a new door for him. Help me to love my students and see them through your eyes. Amen.

It's been awhile since I've blogged on this site.  I had a baby in January and by March I was back at work.  No time or thoughts given to posting on a blog.

However, this morning Connor woke me up at 5:15, and although he and Joe have both easily gone back to sleep, I am wide awake.  So, I thought I would share my thoughts.

I just got done reading a fantastic book called The Hunger Games by Suzanne Collins.  It was one of the best books I've read in a long time!  There is a sequel that either has come out or will be coming out soon, so our school librarian is going to make sure and order it!

Another things I've thought about: what ever happened to Beauty and the Geek.  That was one of Joe and my favorite reality shows and it just went away.  COME BACK!

Last night was the first Foster football game of the season.  I was really proud of my cheerleaders because I could tell they had been practicing!  And, they only needed me for certain things - for the most part they did what they were supposed to and showed a lot of maturity.  Good job girls!

Lord, help Connor to stop spitting up so much and let him gain enough weight to make the doctor happy.  Help him to keep from being fussy and open our eyes to see what is bothering him so we can help fix it.  Thank you that Joe and I are able to both still have jobs during this down time and I ask that you keep watch over our finances so we can be stewards of your gifts to us.  We love you and thank you! Amen.

Here I am at 3 am, and I can't sleep.  Connor woke up at 1:50, so I fed him and he's been asleep ever since.  I talked to the pediatrician about this and she said if I can't sleep to get up and do something boring until I feel sleepy again.  What if I'm up all night?  I don't feel tired AT ALL!  I wish I knew what made me tired so I could do it.

Joe and I decided that since Connor turned 8 weeks on Sunday and I was on Spring break, this would be the week that he learns to sleep through the night.  The first two nights he cried on and off for 2 hours.  Last night (the 4th night) it was only 40 minutes and tonight it was about 10 minutes!  I think my body may just be waiting for the two hour stint again.  

I got my hair cut really short today.  The girl kept asking me if I was doing ok every time she made a cut, and I finally told her that I was not one of those girls that cried about hair.  She relaxed after that!  I would post a picture, but our camera is currently broken, which is breaking my heart where Connor is concerned.  

Lord, help to sleep better as Connor learns to sleep better.  Thanks for a husband who is willing to help out and thanks for wonderful friends and family who help take care of our wants and needs.  As Joe and I continue to learn about finances, help us to make better decisions with our money so that we can give like you want us to.  Help me to be a better housekeeper, mother, and wife.  Amen.

5 Things

Yesterday at Bible study my friend was telling us that her therapist told her to write down 5 things that made her happy everyday.  I thought that was a fantastic idea, so I decided to do it as well...as long as I can remember.

1.  Connor and his beautiful smile!

2.  Having an excellent husband who is as interested in our marriage as I am.

3.  A semi-good night's sleep

4.  Cereal

5.  Getting voice messages from Taly

Lord, thanks so much for the sleep Connor and I were able to get last night!  I am so thankful for a beautiful baby boy.  Help Joe and I to be the best parents we can be and help us to love each other and lift one another up.  Thanks for awesome friends who encourage us to know you more.  Amen.